NOWADAYS...

i ll...
learn 2 b independence
learn 2 take k myself by own
learn 2 b happy owayz
learn 2 think positive way
learn 2 fight vf the evildoer
learn 2 b vf the angel

Finaly...

gd bec le...
feel sienz 2 me...
feel gan ga when 2gether...

last day of tiz blog~

i decide 2 break le...sry...
tat day actually i angry d...bt is u fetch me bec so i control myself...
bt sry i out of control...
tat day i saw tat eye's expression again...think much again...i noe juz myself keep thinking...
so i dowan part to...bu xiang at all....scare tat's truth...
i might 2 explain juz nw bt sure gv u scold bec d....
我讲不过你的，所以放弃了...
n boy...u reali stubborn ler.....
v many things nt match...
i cant out vf u owayz...
i bu xiang owayz bu chang bu chang bu chang...
i gonna bu chang til when?stil gt so many years...
i cant gv tat ur frenz gf gv tat...i reali bu xiang...sry
v gt many many problems occur...reali many...keep occurs...
n i reali less tat secure feel on u...sry tats my false...
i part to is wan 2 hv more happiness tat cant found in my family...
gt ppl cares...gt ppl love...gt ppl worry...
i gt those n....tired...although sumtimes reali very happy n feel xing fu...

ltr finish tuition i ll tel u my decide
u sure wont c tiz blog d lar...
sure wont noe faster than i say out...

bye~

2day is siow ping bufday...
v oledi plan tat ni n kc argue tiz morning den ni cry den the bufday gal ll go tham her den v take out the cake+singing bufday sOngz,gv her a suprise...
bt...tiz more ni stomachache+unable 2 cry...den cal me act 2gether vf her...
i trying 2 cry...bt fail...den...sum1 say sumthing...make me cry seriously...
say tat things tat i keep thinking tiz few dayz...
after crying felt better a bit a bit...bt stil worryung...
gt a "nian tou" 2 break....sry....cuz i reali scare tat things r truth...
i trying 2 advising self from yesterday ad....reali trying harder...
very sry...

oh my goodness!....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wish tat i was blind...i wish tat i was brainless...juz great in exam,b an examine machine better...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!@#$@%#%$@#&#%&#!@#$@^%#*#^$#!@@#&%$#$#@!%$#!@%^@#^%@$$%#!^@#$#@%#@%die better...

juz nw in tuition i suddenly very mang zhang+down...duno y...
maybe...gt a long essay gt 2 write...duno hw 2 advise wei wei...near my house gt boom(2day may be my last day)...
duno lar...fan fan fan....
juz heard boom take away ad...bt didnt hv any happy d feel...
duno hw d lar...
-end-

last!

LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(say 2 myself)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nt same table,nt eat 2gether...nt in same restoran?....
very far til cant c?....
hmmm....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

izzit like tiz very ma fan?den nex time both no nid report le lor.....!

today...^^

when in skul gt 2 things make me quite happy..^^

1st...mei mei gv me she made d jelly eat nie><(although noe early le)...
i bring 2 canteen eat,den many ppl ask me...den i said is mei mei made d lor...
all say like very harmony n good o...
den i share vf them hu had been eat mine jelly b4...
the result is...4-2...i get 4 ppl vote...wakakakaka^^...
bt mei mei d oso nice nah^^hehe^^...
den i bring 2 mei mei class...gv her fren n cal her fren gv "soon jia qi"...
den the gal shout..."ah qi...ni de da shou gei ni de"...=.=...
i pretend didnt heard anythings n walk away><...keke><...

2nd...duno wat started me n my neighbourhood in class said abt part to d things...
they ask me izzit break ad...cuz feel nth influence me...n saw juz quite normal...
i felt very weird...den i say no ar...stil 2gether,y said like tat nie...?
they say CUZ MY RESULT STIL SO GOOD><...
she think tat part to sure ll influence d...den i said...gt 2 c hu n hw 2 treat theirself...
(wakakaka><)...

when i bec home gt a bad news=.=...
he sick jor ler...sure is didnt slp early+slp enuf+drink water...T_T...
owayz like tat d....T_T....
haiz...dowan say him le nah><...

nite...i chat vf big bro...
he ask me wan wat present...
den i say might 2 buy NDS or WII...
he was agree 2 buy 4 me...juz wait 4 my decide...hehe...

happy happy happy happy day...^^...(except he bu guai..sick jor...T_T

...

juz nw...

nth 2 do...

den go check mine msn,mailbox n friendster...

quite free...

after tat...might 2 check his oso...

actually...i wan 2 c his mail...

cuz his relativ owayz send sum funny or interesting mail 2 him...

suddenly...saw many facebk sent mail...

click in...XXX added you on facebk...

i stunned there...

i click the link

nid 2 login...

den i type his add n pw

i noe im nt suppose 2 do tat

n tat time hoping cant login

tat mail juz a invitation 2 facebk

bt...login ad...

many fren request...

looks he is active in it...

den i think...

he no nid 2 tel me...

juz a facebk...

many of his frenz gt ply oso...many...include......

saw the pic...

try 2 cal self dun think so much...

no nid 2 ask him...tat's his freedom...

bt...i sure i cant do tat...i cant b a默默付出d ppl...

ll feel quite down+sad...beh tahan tat feel

so...i ask le...

he say ya,cre8 long time ad bt 4get 2 tel,sry....

i control myself nt 2 angry...tat's reali his freedom...

he juz my bf...nt every muz me know juz can do...

lastly,advise myself nt 2 b so busybody nextime...

b more天真单纯better...dowan 2 think so much...

hope gt ppl can cre8 sumthing tat can stop my brain moving...slp all da time...