NOWADAYS...

i ll...
learn 2 b independence
learn 2 take k myself by own
learn 2 b happy owayz
learn 2 think positive way
learn 2 fight vf the evildoer
learn 2 b vf the angel

Finaly...

gd bec le...
feel sienz 2 me...
feel gan ga when 2gether...

last day of tiz blog~

i decide 2 break le...sry...
tat day actually i angry d...bt is u fetch me bec so i control myself...
bt sry i out of control...
tat day i saw tat eye's expression again...think much again...i noe juz myself keep thinking...
so i dowan part to...bu xiang at all....scare tat's truth...
i might 2 explain juz nw bt sure gv u scold bec d....
我讲不过你的，所以放弃了...
n boy...u reali stubborn ler.....
v many things nt match...
i cant out vf u owayz...
i bu xiang owayz bu chang bu chang bu chang...
i gonna bu chang til when?stil gt so many years...
i cant gv tat ur frenz gf gv tat...i reali bu xiang...sry
v gt many many problems occur...reali many...keep occurs...
n i reali less tat secure feel on u...sry tats my false...
i part to is wan 2 hv more happiness tat cant found in my family...
gt ppl cares...gt ppl love...gt ppl worry...
i gt those n....tired...although sumtimes reali very happy n feel xing fu...

ltr finish tuition i ll tel u my decide
u sure wont c tiz blog d lar...
sure wont noe faster than i say out...

bye~

2day is siow ping bufday...
v oledi plan tat ni n kc argue tiz morning den ni cry den the bufday gal ll go tham her den v take out the cake+singing bufday sOngz,gv her a suprise...
bt...tiz more ni stomachache+unable 2 cry...den cal me act 2gether vf her...
i trying 2 cry...bt fail...den...sum1 say sumthing...make me cry seriously...
say tat things tat i keep thinking tiz few dayz...
after crying felt better a bit a bit...bt stil worryung...
gt a "nian tou" 2 break....sry....cuz i reali scare tat things r truth...
i trying 2 advising self from yesterday ad....reali trying harder...
very sry...

oh my goodness!....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wish tat i was blind...i wish tat i was brainless...juz great in exam,b an examine machine better...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!@#$@%#%$@#&#%&#!@#$@^%#*#^$#!@@#&%$#$#@!%$#!@%^@#^%@$$%#!^@#$#@%#@%die better...